Sunday, 16 August 2009
I know your pain is for a reason/ you need to feel just to know that you're alive.
Posted by A+A at 3:27 pmI believe that it is most possible to be frustrated at yourself.
Because that's the way I am feeling right now. It's mainly because what I feel... namely am feeling right now... is not good.
As in spiritually good, not "ugh I feel sick" good.
I guess it's because I wasn't who God wants me to be yesterday and today. i was kind of beside myself and had my mouth running. That just drives me crazy how I sometimes do that! Because in the Bible... James 1:19 says:
"Let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, and slow to wrath."
I don't suppose I did just that these past few days. It just makes me so angry because if I want God, if I want the kingdom of heaven for eternity, if i want happiness, I have to NOT want this. I have to refuse what makes me in the mix. And that's hard. but God says that: "Therefore, if anyone be in Christ he is a new creation; the old has gone and the new has come!" (2 Corinthians 5:17) I wish there was a scripture that said he would make everything easy. But then again... what's the point in that? The fun of life is learning, not sitting pretty watching everything pass you by. Blurb for the day.
- Yesterday I went to Grace's (so did Emma) and we made really cool tie dye cupcakes and cleaned for Ty's (since it's no longer a secret) SURPRISE PARTY!!! It was really a lot of fun!!
- Plus, since we were so kind we decided to clean Ty's room for him...
- Of course there was some personal gain in there as well. Much like us short-sheeting his bed for instance.
- Hypothetically speaking of course.
- Then we went to Emma's and make GOT MILK? posters and all that jazz.
- And can I just say Freddie Highmore looks absolutely STUNNING in his poster?
- There. I said it. Glad I got that off my chest.
- Tonight I had to miss drama and church because my parents and Morgan are going to BINGO to support the school and I have to stay home and watch my brothers.
- I mean, I am sure we will have so much fun but still... I have a longing.
- You win some you lose some.
- By the way... I love LPT's newest blog posts and such but I do also somewhat miss her famous inspi-ro bullets.... Just saying.
- Enough said.
~Yours Truly
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1 comments:
I've been frustrated at myself a lot too! Glad to see that God allowed you to recognize the problem and that you are willing to do something about it! That's the wisdom of God! Awesome!!!
Ingrid :)
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