Monday, 24 August 2009


I actually think this is a pretty amazing title. I thought of it by digging through my well of deep-thoughts, that wasn't nearly as full as it should have been.
Still.
I think I've been having more serious posts lately. Of course, I still have my usual Pearls O Wisdom... but they're not... deep?
I think that yesterday was the most amazing and life-changing church service I have ever had. And I don't say this lightly.
Yet the thing that really broke me apart, that really made me think deeper, was when Pastor Aaron was prophesying over people. I have no clue why, but as I watched those people receive something that was everlasting, something that went deeper than deep, it really grabbed my heart. At that moment it felt like someone had grabbed my paper heart, and ripped it apart into tiny little pieces that fluttered one by one to the ground.
That's what it felt like. So I stood there, feeling my heart be ripped apart, and I was choking us, sniffling, fighting emotion that I had never felt before.
But I didn't cry.
Because as I stared at my construction paper heart in a pile on the floor, I also saw God kneeling down and piecing it back together... and that entire time he was telling me in a still small voice: "Every single word uttered is yours too."
God is my key to my heart. It's locked, guarded, almost impossible to break in or out of. It's chained and held down daring someone or something to break the chains and hurt it. But God fights his way past those guards, and he opens it, with his key.
I don't think people realize it but it only takes one key to set a prisoner free....
Then the lock runs away with the key...

Trip, Ace & Demo,

~A&A

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